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My Last Relapse
My Last Relapse
The recovery podcast that says out loud what you’ve been secretly thinking about addiction, relapse, and recovery. Matt Handy—who lived through two decades of drug use—cuts through the lies and fear-mongering that dominate traditional recovery.
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My Last Relapse

The recovery podcast that says out loud what you’ve been secretly thinking about addiction, relapse, and recovery.

Sept. 22, 2025

Life After Planning My Own Death, Sleeping in a Stolen Car, and Withdrawing in Jail

Scott’s last relapse ended with him withdrawing in jail, where for the first time since age 13 he made it past five days sober. Facing probation, restitution, treatment and childhood trauma, he found purpose through service w...

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Sept. 15, 2025

My Last Relapse

My Last Relapse explores what everyone is thinking but no one is saying about addiction and recovery through conversations with those whose lives have changed. For anyone disillusioned by traditional recovery approaches and s...

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